September Song
- Tosca DiMatteo
- Sep 7, 2016
- 1 min read
Updated: Mar 2
I wake up at night Wonder if I’m living this life. Is this my dream I see Is this who I want to be? Is thisWho I want To be? I wake up at night Am I just somebodies wife? Did I grow up to be What I thought I’d see? Under masks, do I hide? My heart is fragile tonight Feelings, are they supposed to be? Is it my past I see? Afraid to spill it here Is it me driven by fear? Is it perfection I seek Or validation I need? I wake up at night Is it because something’s not right? Did I forget to be The me I knew I could be? Am I too damaged to see What could have been a masterpiece? Did my soul die somewhere And did I just not care? What does this world mean to me Where do I think I should be? Is here not enough I fear Is there too far from here? Nothing to complain about I’m living my life out loud Oppression hasn’t got the best of me Freedom is in my heart you see. But I wake up at night. What keeps me up at night? Am I living my life? Is this my dream I see? Is this who I want to be?
